How will my 2017 look like. I don’t know, really. I think more of the same like every year. My years usually look like this:
- full of hope in the first half of the year, not bothering with reading or hearing any news
- 3 quarter of the year I lose hope because I haven’t done anything with my year yet, not accomplished anything
- last quarter I look forward to the new year, so I can start this abusive cycle all over again
As you might have noticed… I don’t do goals. I might have implied I set goals, but I really, really don’t. That doesn’t mean I don’t do stuff. At the moment I’m writing a book, reading a lot, learning myself how to draw and how to program and that’s about it at the moment. I read approximattely 25 to 30 books a year, but I don’t like to set goals.
I don’t set goals, because I will get dissapointed and depressed if I don’t make them, which leads me to a downward cycle in which I don’t get to accomplish anything anymore. I already explained that I think I might have autism. Well, in march I will have my tests to see if I really am. I will tell you in a later post what my search has been like.